Best Xmas 2010
Nic when you read this again. Think of the Joy and Love God has had given you, the bottomless blessings you had, r/s He has restored r/s He has made stronger, Tears you Cried Because of His Love, Tears You Cried because He Heals, Think of 2010 Xmas back. God is Love, Love is God.
I mean.. Which Guy doesnt wanna Look good? ;)
Swimming, Working Out, Home Work Outs, Gym, Controlled Diet.
Watch Me Grow.
Well..? This is Reality Isnt it?
Life is tough, rocky. Sometimes i really ask God, why? Why from a position of a Commando to become a Clerk for the Commandos? Why do i need to travel so far and long to camp early in the morning? Why is my NSF allowance less than half of what i usually get? Why? My Dad is retiring soon, i wont wanna be a burden to him too, "if you cant input to the family, don't be a burden!"
I just wanna be a Good son and A Good Buddy to anyone who needs a constant helping hand. It sucks not to have people helping you esp when you are new to sth? yknow what i meant? Feeling lost and had to be independent learning the hard way.
I wanna be a guy who is Wise and mature enough to think afar now too. Im gonna be 21 soon, soon. In few years time i'm gonna be a husband, a father, a leader, a role model, Financially independence and be able to support my wife and children. It's no more taking money from drawer anymore kid....! Reality is gonna come.. soon....
"If God has place you there, surely He will See you through." Thank Buddy.
I believe In whatever things i'm doing, wherever I'm posted to, God will See me Through. He has plans to prosper me and not to harm me!
I guess I got to be patient and Wait for Him to show me why all these now.
The Going Gets tough, the TOUGH gets going.
16/12
Msges from 2008
"Love is not a place where you can fall into, and when you're falling out, keeping that word is hard to. Pray consistently, if this a relationship God wants you to keep, may God send Angels to guard the door because love is not a fight, but something worth fighting for. And a fight is not just a word, it really is a fight with injuries and bruises before you get to the outcome of the fight, which is true love. Ask and pray about this consistently."
"You are my boyfriend, you're my confidante, you're my listening ear, you're my teddy bear at night. We've pass through storms and rain, and we're still holding on. ... ... ... thank you for cheering me up when i'm down, hugging me tight when i cry, wiped and kissed my tears away.Honey, you are my best cheerleader, my Mr Sunshine. You are EPITOME to Amanda's Happiness!I may not be your perfect partner or has been the perfect one in your eyes in any ways, but i know my hearts yearns for you."
I Smiled.
