Well..? This is Reality Isnt it?
Life is tough, rocky. Sometimes i really ask God, why? Why from a position of a Commando to become a Clerk for the Commandos? Why do i need to travel so far and long to camp early in the morning? Why is my NSF allowance less than half of what i usually get? Why? My Dad is retiring soon, i wont wanna be a burden to him too, "if you cant input to the family, don't be a burden!"
I just wanna be a Good son and A Good Buddy to anyone who needs a constant helping hand. It sucks not to have people helping you esp when you are new to sth? yknow what i meant? Feeling lost and had to be independent learning the hard way.
I wanna be a guy who is Wise and mature enough to think afar now too. Im gonna be 21 soon, soon. In few years time i'm gonna be a husband, a father, a leader, a role model, Financially independence and be able to support my wife and children. It's no more taking money from drawer anymore kid....! Reality is gonna come.. soon....
"If God has place you there, surely He will See you through." Thank Buddy.
I believe In whatever things i'm doing, wherever I'm posted to, God will See me Through. He has plans to prosper me and not to harm me!
I guess I got to be patient and Wait for Him to show me why all these now.
The Going Gets tough, the TOUGH gets going.
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