Jus to think about my holidays are being used to do my ITP makes me so Pissed man....
Here are Things i'm going to miss out
1) Sentosa with Bobby
2) Seletar wit Bear Loh
3) Dotaing wit Frens in the afternoon
4) Chalet wit sec 4e1 ppl at 8sept
5) Work part time wit a much HIGHER pay
6) Soccer wit Tommy and Mig
7) Watch Movie at 6 dollars during weekdays
8) Stay up late at night to do nonsense
9) Go swimming
10) WAKE UP LATE!OH WTH.....
11) Yet to fill in
12) ETC..
HAIx...
IT'S jus SO FRUSTAING MAN!TUAS LEA!
Telling meself that is God plan and He will have something installed for me in this company for 6 weeks..
Here some Good News for me!
My officer in charge is quite okay.... seems friendly!So i Guess That's a 1st piece of good news for me!xD
2nd one is my partner is living in YISHUN also! (small world man..!)
I think we will be quite close for this 6weeks man... (Go Work..Go home..Go toilet tgt..)LOL! *im straight please*
But i doubt he has a bike or car...haha!den even better!LOL!
HAHA!But I Pray things will go smoothly and fun for me!
Like ppl there live in Yishun can give us a ride back home!
I jus have to pray man!
Another thing is i realise my walk with God is not right anymore.
Im struggling and hoping s1 can help me out of this deep shyt life.
haha!i jus pray i'll be alright.
God is still God..I cant Blame Him for the things happening..
It's jus so frustating when i see things happening in my life now is not wad i wan them to be..
I guess It's going to be a tough journey of my life right now... esp being single and no one to really to hear my problems anytime..
But im glad i still have frens who cares for me..
If they are reading..Im sure they know im referring to them..
Thank You for Ur Love for me...
I need Him now.
I hope U guys Have a Fun week!
PEACE OUT!
Father i pray for ur wisdom and power to reign in my life. Im weak and loses my attention easily from u this few weeks. Forgive me Father. Please Restore me and Guard my heart so what ever im going to face in the coming days will turn out for ur glory and fulfil ur purpose in my life.. Forgive me for times im stubborn and reject ur gentle peaceful love. Forgive me for the times i Swear. Father lord..Help me and tame me well in my actions, words, mind. Help me to remind that God reigns over everything in my life. My purpose in life to Be like Jesus! Father i ask for ur protection. I thank u my Lord. Being my Saviour and Rock of refuge. I thank you Lord for hearing my prayer. I pray all this in the Name of Jesus. Amen.
No more music for awhile cuz there is videos that i wish to share..
Have u bought ur Hillsongs United New album "This Is Our God" yet?
Cuz it's whole Lot of nice Songs!
Much better and Much Higher!xD
Anyway...During Dinner today after cell...
I heard Guo Xiang telling me this story of the singer...
Rmb the guy who sang Healer in Hillsong Album?
Recap:He has cancer and needed to breathe on a oxygen aid in order to sing...
Read my previous Post and u will know it....(lazy to type again)
God really show How awesome Is Himself in the singer's life...
Cuz.. My God is a merciful and Graceful God...!
Soon,i heard what Guo Xiang mention about another touching story...
The Song is Called "Desert Song"
This singer has touching story to tell me....Maybe u too?
Here goes!
Her first new-born baby pass away despite Heavy prayers and Prayers..
She keep asking God Why will He take away someone who is so precious?
And she was told to record this Song "Desert Song" a week after such incident...
This following video will tell u the exact story
She has overcame it With God's Strength..
The story of Jill McCloghry
"Sometimes I jus don't feel like singing to God.. But, i know my circumstances in this season doesnt change God is still God.. It doesnt change what God call me to be here..what he call me to do"
"He is still bigger than everything I'm facing"
VERSE 1 -This is my prayer in the desert, When all that's within me feels dry, This is my prayer in my hunger and need, My God is the God who provides,
-VERSE 2- And this is my prayer in the fire, In weakness, or trial, or pain, There is a faith proved more worth than gold, So refine me Lord through the flame
-CHORUS- I will bring praise,I will bring praise, No weapon formed against me shall remain, I will rejoice, I will declare,God is my victory and He is here
-VERSE 3- This is my prayer in the battle, When triumph is still on its way, I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ, So firm on his promise I'll stand, (repeat Chorus)
-REFRAIN- All of my life, in every season, You are still God, I have a reason to sing, I have a reason to worship
(repeat Chorus) -VERSE 4- And this is my prayer in the harvest, When favour and providence flow, I know I'm filled to be emptied again, The seed I receive I will sow
With such a circumstance in her life...
She still praise God And Sing To Praise Him..
"All of my life, in every season, You are still God, I have a reason to sing, I have a reason to worship"
Can't wait for them to be over and Go for My attachment!
But sian la....Chalet falls on my working period..
But i believe It's God Plan to place mi in a attachment so EARLY!
Going to woodland library and study everyday....Super sian la....
Part and parcels of life i guess?
Found a verse that encourage me alot.....
Philippians 1:6
"I am sure that God who began the good work within you will keep right on helping you grow in his grace until his task within you is finally finished on that day when Jesus Christ returns"
God is going to keep u in track with his plans by His Grace no matter wad!
I wonder which track is God going to place me in...
Well... It sure takes time to grow cuz there's no shortcut to maturity..
While we worry how Fast we grow, God is concerned how strong we grow.
So... i guess this Journey of growth will last me a lifetime till He comes!
