Church service
Today Worship back up singing was Great! It's the best so far i ever sang i guess!must be the post chocolate effect!
And the sermon for youth today was good too.
It's "Understanding Jesus more"
It's a reminder message more than a "altar call" message for me.
It's says in the bible in Colossian 1:15-17 "He is the image of the invisible God, the Firstborn over all creation. 16 for all things in heaven and on earth were created be him - all things, whether visible or invisible, whether thrones or dominions, whether principalities or powers- all things were created through him and for him 17 He himself is before all things and all things are held together in him"
Uncle Daniel(my youth pastor) remind us that all things around us are created for Jesus (Vs 16) and not us.Cuz the centre of everything ard us is not ourselves but Jesus, who is the first born over all creation.what do u mean by firstborn?let me explain to ya, In the Really Really old days or maybe even now, the first born of the family will be appointed by the father to have authority or possession over the family riches and power.
So wad does it mean by Jesus Being First Born in all creaton?
Jesus holds authority and possession over earth and including us.
It's a reminder for me to have a Jesus First in my life practise.
Which is really a struggle for me now...
Yup!
And soon enough after cell group, some1 sharing todayreally makes me super pissed and annoyed.
which im not going to elaborate or explain.some may know and understand over here.
It's a really hard test From God..
I jus keep asking God, "why...." "what are u trying to say and teach me here lord?"
"Why is this stupid thing happening again and again?im tired of all these things"
My mind is"I just so disappointed in ppl and im not going to respect these kind of ppl who dun respect others and even have the basic taeching of life."
And "Now the sight of him jus disgusts me.."
That's why im like askng God, "why am i convicted during the sermon and now this kind of things happen to me..How am i able to love someone that doesnt even love others? What are You telling me here Seriously..."
And i believe God said" Dun care about him, Focus on me and believe in My Plans for you"
IT's hard to accept in the beginning but i submit them to Lord.
Im jus so tired of it and i jus allow God to work things out here..
Forgiven and forgotten..
I jus wan to thanks Stef and Ryan for being there nor.Thanks Bro and monkey.=D
Listening and supporting me.
Well if u guys have read all the way down here, i jus wan to say that To forgive someone who hurt or disappointed u is not a easy decision to make..U may be asking why they deserve my forgiveness?
It's Because God has Forgiven our all our sins and Who are we to deserve God's Forgiveness.
yup!that's all for today!going 2nd service alone i guess..all for God!Amen!
God Bless and have a good Sunday Ahead!
