Fisherman of Man

Courage, I Need You.

2011-06-05T00:26:00.005+08:00

I still Care. I still Pray.

:D;D;D;D;D

2011-02-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

HEE! (L)

My Weakness

2011-01-22T14:21:00.002+08:00

My Weaknesses?

Impulsiveness and Over Sensitive.

Sometimes no matter how much attention and love you give to a person, you shall not get back the same return, sometimes none.

That's called mentoring.

Let's just be strangers.

Keeping Fit

2011-01-20T15:58:00.002+08:00

Am Gonna Gym.

Am Gonna Swim.

Am Gonna Run.

Am Gonna Eat Well.

Am Gonna Be Fit.

Looking Good and Move On with Life.

Get Lost.Go Away.

2011-01-09T00:37:00.001+08:00

2011

2011-01-01T13:47:00.002+08:00

What may come in my Way this year, i know it's from you God.
I know you are going to mold me and use me for your purpose.
Use me for I pray.

I have seen the world that is fallen, loving others for the wrong purpose, People Swearing, People being Hurt by others, people seeking for love else where, people having no purpose in life, people feeling lost and out of place, clubbings and seek the wrong love. i don't want to be like them. I want to live my life right.
Lord, i will set my eyes on you, only you. I wont want to be like the rest but the best i can be in You.
Use me and help me to follow you for only you can fill me up with your love,which never fails.

I will carry my cross and follow you, a life that live for you and not to the fallen world.
Men can will always fail men, but God, you never fail us, for you are a faithful and Loving God.

Lord, forgive me for my sins last year and i really pray a new beginning this year. Please help me set my new year right with the right purpose in mind.
Im giving you my struggles, my emotions, my doubts and my worries to you. I dont wish to think so much of her and that guy anymore and end up hurting myself. Guard my Heart will you? Guard my heart and Let it Go. Help me for i cant do this alone. I have to realise that You will bless me with the right one. I will Try god. I will. It's tough and the biggest struggle i have yet to overcome till now, even now when im typing. God please.. will you take this away?

I also want to commit many people into your hands. Many people whom i love dearly and want them to know you too God, if not, get back to you. I will live up for your purpose and calling in my life. Help me and strengthen me for i am weak and timid.
I Thank you Lord for all the things and amazing wonders you have bless me in 2010, It's been the best year and i Ask for a Better one this year! thank you for wonderful people you have blessed in my life.
Thank you. It will be a awesome year with you this year! By Faith!

Love you God, Help me to Love you More!
Amen.

Best Xmas 2010

2010-12-27T17:32:00.002+08:00

Nic when you read this again. Think of the Joy and Love God has had given you, the bottomless blessings you had, r/s He has restored r/s He has made stronger, Tears you Cried Because of His Love, Tears You Cried because He Heals, Think of 2010 Xmas back. God is Love, Love is God.

I mean.. Which Guy doesnt wanna Look good? ;)

2010-12-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

Swimming, Working Out, Home Work Outs, Gym, Controlled Diet.

Watch Me Grow.

Well..? This is Reality Isnt it?

2010-12-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

Life is tough, rocky. Sometimes i really ask God, why? Why from a position of a Commando to become a Clerk for the Commandos? Why do i need to travel so far and long to camp early in the morning? Why is my NSF allowance less than half of what i usually get? Why? My Dad is retiring soon, i wont wanna be a burden to him too, "if you cant input to the family, don't be a burden!"

I just wanna be a Good son and A Good Buddy to anyone who needs a constant helping hand. It sucks not to have people helping you esp when you are new to sth? yknow what i meant? Feeling lost and had to be independent learning the hard way.

I wanna be a guy who is Wise and mature enough to think afar now too. Im gonna be 21 soon, soon. In few years time i'm gonna be a husband, a father, a leader, a role model, Financially independence and be able to support my wife and children. It's no more taking money from drawer anymore kid....! Reality is gonna come.. soon....

"If God has place you there, surely He will See you through." Thank Buddy.

I believe In whatever things i'm doing, wherever I'm posted to, God will See me Through. He has plans to prosper me and not to harm me!

I guess I got to be patient and Wait for Him to show me why all these now.

The Going Gets tough, the TOUGH gets going.

16/12

Msges from 2008

2010-12-02T10:30:00.003+08:00

"Love is not a place where you can fall into, and when you're falling out, keeping that word is hard to. Pray consistently, if this a relationship God wants you to keep, may God send Angels to guard the door because love is not a fight, but something worth fighting for. And a fight is not just a word, it really is a fight with injuries and bruises before you get to the outcome of the fight, which is true love. Ask and pray about this consistently."

"You are my boyfriend, you're my confidante, you're my listening ear, you're my teddy bear at night. We've pass through storms and rain, and we're still holding on. ... ... ... thank you for cheering me up when i'm down, hugging me tight when i cry, wiped and kissed my tears away.Honey, you are my best cheerleader, my Mr Sunshine. You are EPITOME to Amanda's Happiness!I may not be your perfect partner or has been the perfect one in your eyes in any ways, but i know my hearts yearns for you."

I Smiled.

church is my life.

2010-11-13T13:37:00.001+08:00

2009-09-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

2009-08-16T01:32:00.001+08:00

2009-08-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

My New Fave Singer

2009-08-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

God is AMAZING

2009-08-09T00:47:00.005+08:00

GOD YOU ARE TOO AMAZING.

A God Who touches many hearts

A God Who answers Prayer

A God Who can easily crush me but yet CARRIES me in HIS Arms

A God Who knows my pains and hurt Im going through.

A God Who Wants to Care about me more than anyone else

A God Who Does UNEXPECTED things

A God Who Make me tear with Joy

A God Who Never Fails to Lift my burdens off my shoulders

A God Who Does Wonders!

A God Who Overcame the IMPOSSIBLES

How can ever find someone else who is so perfect. It's only You oh Lord!

How Great How Great is Our God!

THANK YOU JESUS!

2009-08-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Will God Solve A Friendship Problem Which seems Impossible now?

All I can say is Im Insensitive and Selfish to everyone.

I Wish I can turn back time and Smile again.

Sometimes the more I try to run and pretend Im fine. The More Hurtful it is.

Im sorry, Once again.

Thanks Everyone

2009-07-27T00:25:00.002+08:00

Here, I want to thank everyone for making this day so special to me.

I will never forget this day.

It feels like a thanksgiving day now! Im really thankful!

Most importantly, i want to Thank God for such friends, brothers and sisters, to be part of my present life and in the future.

Words cant express how much i appreciate you all and how much i love you all.

Im touched by today, though tears no roll down la.

Most Importantly, i would wan to thank my monkey partner STEF for planning and the efforts she put in. Thanks Monkey:') Im Touched by the efforts you put in:) really appreciate you alot! (ip) God Bless you Stef!

ALSO

Thanks EMELYN,CELINE, GRACE, JULIA, JIAWEI, RASMUS, RASTUS, REYNARD, DARRYL for everything. Thanks for LYING to me that you are not free today ah:D

Thanks for making SOOO embarrassed at the palawan beach tower.
A surprise that I will never expect.

Thanks for making this day special!

2009-07-08T00:50:00.001+08:00

Should I pierce My left Ear Lobe?

2009-07-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

Be Accountable To God, Not Man

2009-07-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

Lord I Commit Her Into Your Hands
Restore Her And Take Away All The Hurts She Has

Amen

Expectation

2009-07-05T18:44:00.005+08:00

Please Dont Expect So much From Me
For Im Not Perfect.

Please Dont Test or Compare Me With Others
For God Created Me This Way.

I Will Learn And Accept
For I know God Is Using This To Mould Me.

Beauty?

2009-07-01T00:13:00.014+08:00

Beauty falls in the eyes of the beholder

Love at first sight?

To me, I believe tat many people are seeking for the "chemistry", and depend on the "feel" they receive from the opp gender, including myself.

Man! He is so Handsome! Gosh She is so Pretty! So wanna be with him/her.

Yup No doubt that im hearing that all the time.

Simple saying. It's called a "Crush".

Well even I do sometimes! I have that 'Feel' many times, thinking that Could she be the One?

And Sometimes this "feel" took off to another step of commitment with someone i barely know in the beginning.

However, i have learn to Filter such feelings and draw a line now.

Being in a Relationship with someone because he/she is Good looking BUT you barely know him/her.

Being in a Relationship with Someone whom have been your close friend for Years.

Which one is your ideal choice?

A couple status but just begin to know each other?

A couple who knows almost all each other's flaws and strengths at the start of r/s?

Which one will you prefer?

To me,I prefer someone whom i already know her weaknesses and her strength so that i can help her change, accept her flaws and at the same time, learn from her strengths ,to someone i have yet to discover her virtues.

To me, Inner Beauty and Understanding Holds the Key to long last r/s with my spouse.

Cuz the beauty that is visible will not last forever.

What is the point of getting a some pretty Girlfriend or handsome boyfriend who doesn't even understand you, who keeps asking you "WHY are you ALWAYS thinking this way?Why cant You think this way instead!(their way)" or doesn't accept your flaws or don't see you as who you are?

Good Character Doesn't Mean that both can connect well either.

I guess it's all about compromising and giving in to each other way's of thinking.
CUZ Not all of us are brought up by the same parents and same environment

Why am i blogging this random topic?

Well, It's just my new mindset of seeking the right one now.

I dun want to make the same Mistake again

Instead of the First impression of Beauty, I'm seeking for the Heart.

That's all!:)

Thanks Monkey

2009-06-28T20:28:00.001+08:00

Thanks For the Sushi and Strawberry!:)

Much loving the Bangs!:)

MIGHTY TO SAVE

2009-06-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

Gosh!I wan to master it man!looks easy!

Till I see You - Hillsong

2009-06-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

Till I see You again Lord

A song that will remind me of past memories.

I really hope Hillsong will Play this song this 25th July

Mobs!

2009-06-19T01:30:00.005+08:00

I Wonder If S'pore will do this soon at the Airport!

Heard there was one pyjamas mob with xiaxue and bloggers on orchard on the 13h June last week!

I wonder If it was a Epic Fail!

Marie Digdy

2009-06-15T16:12:00.002+08:00

A youtuber turns Star

HAha!

2009-06-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

I dunno why am i blogging so much whose line! But It sure Makes me cough out my phelgm out!:D

LOL!

2009-06-10T16:06:00.001+08:00

Noodles Anyone?

2009-06-10T15:27:00.002+08:00

My stress Relief

2009-06-09T23:36:00.001+08:00

Korean Singing English?

2009-06-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

Everything Made Beautifully

2009-06-07T11:29:00.003+08:00

With Him, I shall Overcome

Saturday

2009-05-30T22:43:00.003+08:00

Come to realise it, Weekend Flies so fast

Every Thing I said or Did became a Past

Perhaps im taking too much effort

In things that seems promising

Please Forgive if I offend

For my mind is brim-med

Things could be avoided

If I have known it better.

Am I jus so Insensitive I asked

I guess all problems lies within and not with them

True Friends never quarrel my mind states

You can never understand is what they say

Lord Take me away from such issues

For I cant do this alone.

All i can do

Is to Apologise and Let Him heal.

Thank you Jesus

2009-05-26T21:05:00.004+08:00

I Tried to Fix my Guitar jus now.

"God why did u give me a Good Guitar and now taking away from me?"

That feeling within me was so jus uncomfortable when i try to fix it!

The Fear of losing it just keep invading my mind.

I may sound Childish to feel such way towards a piece of wood.

But i know how much i cherish this Gift from my Mum

And everyday I practise it! NOW it's like empty feeling la!

I even sent emails to Maestro technicians to ask for help.
That's how desperate i am!

Let me summarise what i did.(U may skip this part if u wan)

My guitar hit the floor flat.
The Neck is tilted due to the sudden impact.
My strings are touching the first fret that it produces weird sounds
So i cut a phonecard to shape
Placing it at tuner head to rise the action of the strings.
Which means now the strings doesnt touch the fret anymore.

So now my Guitar dun have weird sound anymore!

But I keep insisting that it doesnt sound Good as before.

I even try recording and compare the sound with the previous recordings before the "droppage".

Sulk..I kept praying again and again still asking God why!

I guess one day i'll understand why God allow such things to happen

Im going to bring it to a guitar doctor soon to FULLY fix the problem!

And I believe God calm me down!

After watching this Youtube linked from Eliz

I felt so much ease at heart and Faith that God knows my heart and desire

Im sure there's nth that God cant handle when I fear Him.

I jus gotta Believe and Seek Him nor..

So I hope this youtube will inspire my brothers and Sisters Too!:)

I really Hope to post some pics soon man...
That's All peeps!
God Bless!

MY GUITAR!

2009-05-25T20:23:00.004+08:00

Screw it la... I place against the wall with my bag and suddenly...

Landed On the back of the guitar! Neck sure break one nor...Thank God i kept it in a bag and i bought carbon fibre rod inside the Neck...

BUT STILL!IM SO FAN LA! The E and A strings(1st and 2nd string from the top) is still so loose even though i tuned it!Could i be sudden shock that why the strings lenghten?? OR it's neck is bent!!

God Help my Victoria please! Sigh..i really cant sleep without peace..

I jus pray that my guitar is still fine after i change the strings tml...IF not..

Im so going to buy a $75 hard casing soon..SOON! ARG!

Opportunities

2009-05-19T21:56:00.003+08:00

Im Seizing Every Opportunities Given To Grab Hold of My Destiny

Am I Missed?

2009-01-04T23:16:00.004+08:00

NEW SONG!NEW NIC!

I know Im kinda missed?
Soooo...Nic Shall Blog Something every week?
Kinda sumarising everything wad i did everyweek?(if u are interested la?)
Kinda miss Blogging though..

Alrights!

Jus Wanna Say This Blog is not quite dead yet..?
Reviving it soon!

Jus that i WON'T be updating much on the events i went to?
Bit unnecessary i guess?

So I'l be blogging more on stuff i learn?And what i encounter and stuff?
I jus hope it will be interesting to read..=/

Anyway this week was quite good?
Went out with my new frens(dalla's aussie frens) ALOT this week..

I realise i Love hanging out with them..Cuz they are like more On..?
And Common interests la..haha!

Lan-ing..movie-ing..basketballing in SP..bean curd..Pool-ing..
All the stuff that i would love to do with friends..

BUTTTT....I spend like alot this few weeks?
Christmass.....New year....both days i stay-ed out late till first MRT ride...
Drink a little bit?(really..a little bit..)
TOTALLY SHAG..Not Much photos taken...

So It's quite bad...:(
Those 2 days were like...night become day, day is still day..haha!=(

And I spent alot on movies man!
Oh Man...3 movies....that's 24 dollars man!(yes man, bedtime stories and seven pounds(LOVE WILL SMITH's acting..))

I'll try to think of way to reload my wallet again!xD

I think that's all about it?
Will Update one better one soon..!

Enjoy ur week ahead ppl!
Those reopen sku ones do enjoy!!xD

God Bless You all!

Untitled(Just Photos)

2008-12-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

Camp Pictures

All thos Pictures are taken during one event in the camp..
Community Penetration

Cuz My Church is a CP church..which does Block Blessing..

So This Camp is Teaching The Younger Ones to Bless Others!

Im Encouraged to see the whole youths coming with different ideas to bless the ppl ard!

Friday(13th)

Went Minds With Gx Grace and Jon Soh..
Jon is the wu ke ren the bassist..

We got nth to do so went minds..

Stupid Ugly face.

The Farmer Game..U should try it..
Full of Selfish-ness and bribery and Thinking!

Saturday

Was Helping My Mum out with Some Curtain..
To Protect my Living Room from the smokes and stains from the kitchen...

Everything is almost DIY in my house one..
Cuz My Mum Loves to do things herself..

I Guess It's some sort of sense of achievements for her?

And I sure the gene flows in the blood in the family la!HAHA!

I think that's all!

Enjoy Your Week Ahead!

This Is Our God

2008-12-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

I was Listening to this Song.
It Never Fail to Minister Me.

Jus Wanna Share This Amazing Song which Sing More than jus words.

This Is Our God
Hillsong - This Is Our God Album

You Alone Are God

2008-11-30T22:54:00.007+08:00

You Alone Are God
Mighty To Save Album

I confess my hope

In the light of Your Salvation

Where I lose myself

I find You’re all I need

Save my soul

Of the Saviours’ love

Save my soul

Unto God alone

I will need you here

In your life you call surrender

Where the world i know

Be the glory of your grace

Save my soul

On the saviour's love

Save my soul

Unto GOD i love..

You alone are God

You alone are God

We declare the glory of Your name

I will meet You here

In the life we call surrendered

And the world I know

Is the glory of Your grace

Reign in all the earth

Reign in all the earth, Jesus

Saturday

2008-11-30T00:21:00.005+08:00

HEY HEY HEY PEEEPPPPPS!

MSTs are coming!WOOT!

Fortunately(Unfortunately to me) i Have only 2 papers!
(i know who are e ppl that are like "stupid chih yong-ing" away now)=D

BUUUUUT..The 2 papers are the stupidiestly hard..

Damn stupid one..

Got one Lecturer teach macham talking to himself only..

But nevertheless!I'll still do my best!

Thru His Strength i shall overcome!!

Shall study tml alr!!Though i know it's damn rush..But i try my best ba..

Friday i went to Hardrock...

One Word : Overwhelming!

TOTALLING AWESOMELY SHOIK...

It's was totally a new experience for me to visit such place!

Gx instructor happens to perform that day with his band..

So we went to check him out..

AND>..

It was Totally beyond my expectation when They start singing..

Especially The Song "Im Your's"

It's too good man..U guys should go there one day to experience what i did!2 Thumbs up!

Here are the Pics!

This is the Stage and the Band..
Notice that Lead singer?His Vocal is Superb!
Wish i have his voice man..

Me and Bear

Me Bear and Eme

Take 2..

My awfully taken shot..
That's my drink..(Electric Ice Tea 14++)
Quite heavy i think...

Gx and Grace

I took this okay?Artistic right..
Jus nod la..let me feel happy..!LOL..

Another Nic Production

Yet another...

There are UV lights everywhere..
The dollar Notes seem very Chio with that guys face For the 1st time..

Quite nice~?

A horrible failed production..LOL

Yea~~

Bear Gx And Me

Jon and Me

Roy Bear And Me

The Girls..And Eme went ard taking with everyone..

Mr Roy

Mr Nic

Mr Bear

Mr Gx

Mr Jon

Finally a guy group photo to end the session!

That's all Babes!
God Bless!

Sunday

2008-11-23T21:27:00.005+08:00

I cant believe that i Survived the whole sunday without my phone..

TOO Rush that i forgot to bring...

Packed my bag with lappy, chargers, mouse, CHARGER FOR PHONE and even pimple cream...

AND i actually forgot my phone which is the most impt!

Moreover i only realise i didn't bring when i reached church in a Cab..-.-

Anyway today was a great day for me?I hope Urs is too!

Went for Jet Class(P5 children going up to P6 next year) to Take a look..

It's a very good experience for me individually !

After went for lunch with group and i set off to study for my coming tests..

Realise that i know nuts about what is taught for the past 4 weeks..

LOL..Therefore im SCARED la..

Rushing Projects and assignments nor..:(

Anyway eliz and cx came to my church ytd...

Love this Pic..Wit Cx..

Elizabeth..LOL..remind me as tuzi..the superband one..

Got the feel Anot?LOL.. =D

CAndid..Tuning guitar..

AFter service ytd we went to celebrate JW 18th Birthday at PS manhatthan!I think it's spelled liddat..

HERE IS THE VIDEO!

(video tilted cuz rasmus dunno how my phone..)

CAN U believe it..He actually stood on the chair in the restaurant..

Owned la Bro..!LOL!That's for playing with our faces each year!

That manager is the best one nor..LOL..

First time see a manager doing such things nor!LOL..GJ!

i Think that's all for today...

Good Nights everyone!!

God Bless!

That's all!!

Wednesday

2008-11-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

I wish that Time could jus fly back to where it first begin.
Where Everything seems so right.

I wish time will jus slow down in the first place.
Where We would to stare to the dark sky.

Monday

2008-11-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

Im quite Very Reluctant to blog...

But here goes!

Today my team of 4 ppl went for our MM sku competition for basketball..

And heng suay we kenna one of the best teams in the competition..

one Guy my height is able to slam dunk?LIKE WTH?SLAM DUNK?..He hang in the air for full 1sec before he shoot a silent SHooo...

*jus count for 1 sec and imagine u doing that period of hang air..it's very hard to jump that high and hang for so long*

And his team mates are from china..*no comments*

And i got elbowed in the cheek bone jus after the whistle is blown..

And got push around in the game..

So rough..all i can say is it's a very rough game..

Damn pissed..Moreover the referee is like ...sigh....obvious fouls say no foul..

Some guy la..stupid one..our age one i think..

Upon that injury, Now i cant really eat and cant really bite or even yawn....

Open my mouth and i can hear slightest crack sound..I hope is the tendons and not my bones la..

Im really worried for it cuz it's near my ear there, and i scared it will affect my hearing..

I'll jus pray ba..please pray for me too!will really appreciate it..

We lost to another team which is all local..they are good i must admit..

We Still lost..twice in a row and we are out!LOL!

Sulk..Now blogging wit a blocked nose and a poor immune system...

Table is full of blown tissues..

Rudolf the red nose nic...

Sigh...

Hate acne growing on my pathetic nose..

I think that's about all for today!

Shall go and sleep and rejuvenate myself!

Good night!

SATURDAY AGAIN!

2008-11-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

Shiok Friday!xD

Went to Guo Xiang house after my Maths test, which i think it's quite badly done...

After that went play At Randy House Overnight!With Roy, Gx and Jia Wei.

Dota sey....

LOLL..Great Bonding...

Den we Tong till 4am den we sleep..

Till 8.45 am in the morning!
LOL!

We went to Pasir Ris...Cuz Got some PSLE Church Post PSLE event...

AND i was posted to be a leader!

Group Name?

HOT PINK... !

Because MY NOSE GROW PIMPLE?
And Slipper IS PINK?
LOLL..So HOT PINK NOR..

It's quite fun playng with the twelve years old Kids..LOL..

HAIYA...As a leader...he need to be a good model nor..

SO IN the End i need to play ALLLLL the Dirty Games...

So They will also play...

No Pictures la.. PS...

LOLL..All my member call me nicky nicky all the time..

LOL...I dunno but I'm a LIKABLE Boy~

LOLL!

And WAD? We won 2nd runner up..Not bad nor the achievement to Me..
And after this experience makes me wanna be a leader lea..

Will Pray about it la!

And Today while playing Game...*ring Ring*
Dental called e and ask me where am i.. Asking me if i coming later..
LOL Nor..I damn ps over the phone wit the gal cuz i know she quite pretty one and my age one lea...... Next week see her sure Ps one..
Wa lau..spoil image liao...Now postpone to next weekend nor...
LOL!After the whole event we went for youth and set up BBQ For them..
SUPER SHAG...

Talk Cock Sing Song wit the Zone...LOL!

So long no BBQ wit the rest liao...

Later one I play soccer wit the P6 and Roy..

Quite Pro sey i must say..LOL..

LATER ON...My team of P6 was announced Third place...DAMN SHOIK SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT!

WOOT!

HAHA!Now also dunno wad blog..eating my Ikea Hotdog now..

So I think...

THAT"S ALL! GOD BLESS!

Im Yours..

2008-11-12T22:50:00.001+08:00

DAmn Style..Power Sia His Combination...
Admire Him Alot..LOL!

Depressing la!

2008-11-12T21:30:00.001+08:00

Guitar string BROKE!!

WTH!ACT STUPID ONLY ME..GO TIGHTEN THE STRING TILL SO TIGHT..
Strum one time = *snap*
STUUUPID...
Tml GOING BUTY NEW SET OF STRINGS LA..

Will not be updating so much la...
Find guys blogging is abit not my cup of tea..
LOL..Nevertheless...I'll will upload pictures..

That'S ALL

SICK SICK SICK

2008-11-03T13:06:00.002+08:00

I do not know why my immune system is deteriorating this few months..

I have been falling ill occasionally for the past few months..

Blood Shot eyes..Swollen puff eyes..Keep sneezing..Super uncomfortable Nose Blocks..keep tearing..Cold sweats..

And Worst still..It always happens in the beginning of a day UNexpectedly..

I was perfectly fine this morning while preparing for school!

And then...

The Worst Scenario took place on the train!

All the listed illnesses above took place in Me

I was already having swollen blood shot (really red blood those colour) eyes and was Sneezing till i cold sweat..

So..upon reaching Marsiling, I decided to go home instead..

My eyes were so red and so swollen that i had to look down when i walk...

Afraid that ppl will see me in such a horrible state..

Sulk..Blocked Nose..No tissue..

I really had to look down all the time!I hate that feeling!

When i reached home

Even my Mum was shocked to see me in such state..

Worse still, She Nagged!WTH NOR!

Who ask You dun sleep early..see la!computer longer la!12am still dun wan sleep!nvm one play longer!

My reply was "Okay, i will mum!thanks!"

Super DL inside alr nor..

Changed back to my night wear and headed to bed!

It was a very uncomfortable feeling to sleep wit my mouth Open..

Woke up at 12.30pm

Anyway im alright now!After additional long rest and some remedy...

Though still have some puffiness around my eyes..But I pray it will be gone by this evening ba..

It's not fun to be sick! think about last time i have Privilege to visit doctors at Polyclinic for free..

But SADLY AND IRRITATINGLY, it had been lifted off because I'm already 18..

Sigh...Now have to pay the actual sum of money every visit!

PPL out there!Take care of your health seriously and dun say no problem one la!

Cuz u never know when u will be sick!Like This poor Nic!

I'll rmb to eat Vitamin C every morning now! I skipped mine today..:(

I Guess im going back to take a nap again hoping that my eyes will be just be fine later!

That's All!

When When When...

2008-11-01T00:15:00.003+08:00

Updates of photos

That's all!im tired!BYe~

FOR U LA!KAO.....

2008-10-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

Haven been blogging sia...

Im glad u are still stalking me and clicking links to THIS si spa sow (speacial) blog to check sia....

APPReCIATED!

ERm...anyway i also dunno what's the events i had last week..

But here goes some of the events i have over the weekend!

WE WENT.....LIQUID Kitchen!
RARELY occasion such a big group of ppl!

Bear and I

The HUnks....

The Babes... (-- msn icon)

Pimp My ride bro!

R N D

Forever Roy singnature Look..

For a Youthful 18th years Old!

Ytd went seletar wit Ryan and Gx and Frens..
NO pictures yet..

Update SOON....hopefully...

THAT'S ALL...
Short and sweet!NIGHTS!

Will Update Soon..

2008-10-27T23:37:00.001+08:00

Sunday

2008-10-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

HEY PPL!!How's your weekend sia?

I guess i spent mine very well!

Went out with group of friends....

Ate KFC for dinner twice....!Sat and Sun..

And have Fun together......xD

Firstly, Today Sermon was a totally great one..

Invited Speaker from FCBC i guess.. and his story is really anointed that i was so inspired by it..

It speaks about family and fathers today actually..

But It inspired me that i need to understand my children next time when I'm a father..

He also speaks about humility and fellowship wit other brothers and sisters in Christ..

Cuz he is a highly ranked prison officer and how God told him to wash the feet of prisoners..

And remind him how exactly Jesus washes the feet of the disciples..

I was well Fed by his story this afternoon..

I felt so much better now in church..

Thank God!

After that went to Guo Xiang House to play his drums...xD

Im Glad that i played above my expectation cuz im touching the drum set for the 3rd time..

Not too bad la...HAHA!

Ambition is to be a drummer and guitarist...or even a pianist...

BUT no money la...self learn nor...LOL...

Soon later we met up wit Ryan and his fren..

They went drinking from 7-11 AND i took a sip only...

I starting to like drinking sia...But not too much la...

I know how to take care of my health!xD

Then later we went playground and play..LOL!!

DAMN Funny...Pics will update soon..

And here i am still giddy and heavy head blogging..

THat's All!

Sorry

2008-10-18T23:40:00.005+08:00

I jus wanna take this chance to Apologise..

Apologise to the ppl whom i have wronged and whom my behavior had pissed u off in a way..

I will try my best to change..!

And also i wan to thank those ppl who care for me..

I really really appreciate u guys or gals...

Thank you for Encouraging me on..

I pray God will Bless You all! =D

Love You Guys.

Today service was not bad..

Cuz SP preach something that make sense to me..

Sermon is about friends..

And It spoke to me in a way..

Dun wish to blog it cuz it's personal la..haha..

Erm....And went to Liquid Kitchen at Serangoon Gardens to drink...

Im a First timer at a Pub..

So decided to explore with Guo Xiang and Roy..

It's a good experience there to drink wit frens...
That's the best shot i can get..

Watched Soccer(CHELSEA SCORED 6 in 69mins!)...Play pool...Chit Chat...Drink dunno what with sprite la..

Actually drinking that alcohol Is very nice..Love it!

It's a very Good Place to hang out wit!

Cant Wait to go Clubbing with them soon... After Roy's A's ba..

Den Go home nor...

*Yawns* Tired

Nights!

God Bless...

That's All...!

Moment Of Truth

2008-10-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

Moment Of Truth

You got your hand on the door
And you're ready to walk out
Well, the fight that you had filled your mind up with all this doubt
And you're losing your mind and losing your faith
And you can't remember why you fell in love in the first place

Go back, go back to the moment of truth
When she walked down the aisle and you first said, "I do"
When this life makes you wonder what have you got to lose
Go back, go back to the moment of truth

You got your hand on a habit
And you can't seem to let it go
It used to be your escape now it's out of control
And now it's you in the mirror
But you don't recognize your face
And you're looking for a reason not to throw it all away

Just go back, go back
To the moment of truth
With three words, "It's a girl"
And she looks just like you
When this life makes you wonder what have you got to lose
Go back, just go back to the moment of truth

You got your hand on the Bible
But your heart feels like stone'
Cause you think that you've made too many mistakes to come home
And you're losing your will and you're losing your faith
And now you wonder if you even believed in the first place

Just go back to the moment of truth
When you first talked to Jesus
And He reached out for you
He's still reaching, He's still reaching out for you
So when this life makes you wonder what have you got to lose
Just go back, just go backTo the moment of truth

A song that i can refer my life with right now..

That's All

2008-10-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

Forgive me for the things I've said.
Forgive me for the Hurts I've made..

I will Learn to Love
I will Learn to Think

Once Again..

Wednesday

2008-10-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

Dried Up in the Desert..
Seasons after Seasons coming after another..

Where can i Find Refuge..
When can i Find Him again..

Life..what?

2008-10-14T12:29:00.008+08:00

Tuesday

How are u Living Your life?

Do U find your life being stagnant in a way?

Cuz i do feel it sometimes..

After knowing friends who are older than mi..

I learnt that Life at their Age will be another level of living...

Unlike me..who is still at my 18th young adult...Studying..

Different ages of Friends have shown me and warned me..

Army, Career, Relationship, Marriage, Parenting are the challenges ahead.

And esp after i went for ITP(industrial training programme)..

Reality showed me a glimpse of wad the are the real challenges that i will face in the future..

Cuz it's career.. i cant escape the fact i need to work for my family.

Therefore before even worrying about the future..

I jus wan to mature quickly and be exposed to as much things i can now while im young..

All i can do is to enjoy my youth life.. and study hard..!

And of course Treasure True Friendships i have now..

True Friends whom i can Trust and be Honest with and have Authentic fun with..

Sadly enough.. I found friends outside my church who are better..

That's all.

Sku Starting soon!

2008-10-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

Sunday

Went Church and was quite a fruitful service...

But I think i have decided to change church.. now scouting and hearing from any frens..

Well.. In a way u can say that i not growing anymore in this church..

Problems arising.. Frens issue.. blah blah blah..

Jus have to pray for a new place to settle down..

After that went dye my hair at Ryan's place...

Colour was Honey Orange...

Well...I love it very much..

After that went down to Vivo at 4plus wit rusty to get our stuff..

Get Tagger bags.

I got my Tagger laptop bag and he got his customised bag..

After that went to OG to see my shoes..

super tempted to buy one 59.90 shoes but didnt..

those slipped on one..no need wear socks one? those retro one? Vans?

yea...those shoes..looking for one...

to my despair, i realised it's too ex so didnt buy...hopefully tml at bugis will get my pair!

Tml is sku...Gtg sleep early...

No mood to blog liao...Nites...

that's all

Kinds of different Ppl

2008-10-09T23:00:00.004+08:00

Thursday

Have You Ever Be Betrayed By your Friend?

Well...I just Did...

I realise there are many types of ppl different characters and personilty ard me..

Types of People whom i Dislike..

1) Hypocritical ppl

2) Boastful Ppl

3) Parasites Ppl or Leech i would classify as

4) Ppl who dun love their themselves and health

5) Ppl who heavily judged someone without getting to the truth

6) Ppl with No moral Values

7) Ppl who doesnt care about how other ppl feels

I dunno why but im so sensitive towards this kind of ppl..

I dun care whether are you old or younger...

Age Doesnt matter when it comes to morals and Basic Virtues..

Cuz i believe It can be learnt since young..

And i would like to thank someone whom taught lessons about life this afternoon..

If u are reading...u would know whom im refering to..Thank you..=)

U have been a great friend to me..

Tml will be the last day (hopefully) for work..

Last day im going to pretend everything is fine..

Last day im going to endure such hurts in worklife reality..

And why am i feeling such ways when i have God? Aint I a christian?

Ain't i suppose to feel happy and peaceful even things seems to fall?

I really dunno wad's happening to me for the past few weeks or months..

" Get Right wit God And He will Get right wit you"

That's wad i learnt today.

I guess It's true..

Btw...Please Pray for my Friend Bobby..

He is going for a operation for his back problem..

Pray God will Heal Him so He can exercise freely again..

In Jesus name, Illness will be Healed, Liberty will be found..

When u doing QT or wad? please pray a prayer over him..thanks!

That's all!

Happy Sunday

2008-10-05T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey!!!

It's a Sunday! And i Skipped Church today.... o_O ''

Cuz Tired ma... Only can Wake up late once a week...N that's today!

But wont happened next time..

Well... But i still headed down to church at 1pm to play soccer wit the group of soccer players..

Total of 14 ppl went down to the astro turf dunno wad la! at East Coast..

It's quite style..The Carpet Turf is very nice to run and play soccer...

It's like those professional pitch u see on soccer channel one..

Randomly taken..

Later do i realise my soccer skills is getting worse to Worst!

Sigh...Causing No motivation to play wit my team jus now at all..

Btw the price is..

About $12 pax cuz there is 14 ppl...

12 x 14 = $168

2 hours = $168

1 hour = $84

Yup! I know wad u thinking..So expensive... Totally Agreed wit You..

After that went back church and bathed...

I know la...Last one liao..

And my Beloved New Gf.. See the time each time, It jus makes me shiok..

Later head down to Compass point to get my stuffs..

OMG..i dunno believed i spent so much over this week...

It's overwhelming!

Bought a watch, new berms, new shirts, new batt cover... spent close to $300.. WA......

Things now are getting more ex man!

I still wan to get a new cap and new Cross pendant man...!

Nvm la...hard earned money...$220 more coming this week..

So now gotta think thrice... Is It a Need or a Want?

If it's both den even better..

I going to sleep now alr...working tml again...last week of torturing!

Nic shall endure! Sigh... Thank God It's going to be over soon!

That's all!

Glad and Happy That i went

2008-10-04T22:40:00.004+08:00

Saturday

Work Sucks.... Slacking and waiting for time to pass again...

Looking at the window facing the car park looking out for Mr Goh's car Every 15mins....

With A sigh of relief...

He didnt come...So I wasted my effort looking out and my time working...

After Work...

I realised I need to head to Dental Appointment at City Hall today at 3.10pm..

12pm - 3pm nothing to do....

So went home first nor... D;

Today didn't go sentosa...Cuz Kinda reluctant to head there again...

3 weeks go there straight le.. Bit tiring..xD

But Guess will still go there occasionally ba!

Miss the Dogs and the People there...! haha!

So at 2pm met up wit Celine and head down to City Hall nor..

Cuz found out that she also nth to do..

Wasted our time there cuz alot of Friday ppl postponed to Sat...

So alot of Ppl today... So we w8ed for an hour came out done at 4.30pm..

Damn pissed!!!but the nurse kinda brighten up my day!

Whom stand beside me looking at the ugly side of me...sianed...!

haha!But not so bad la..Cuz i think she is pretty and cute... and my type of gal..:)

haha!Anyway..

Immediately head down to church .. Reached there at 5.15pm i think..

Sigh...Not i was late..it's the stupid appointment drag until so Long!!

I really wan to reach church on time..sigh..

Today Session was a Good one for me...xD

I glad that God answered my prayers..

That's Me wearing this nor..but the bag ain't mine...
Wish i have one though..

Erm....After that i went to Get some food for dinner and....
.

.

I Went to Get My Watch!!

I'm on cloud nine! Cuz it's my top wish to get a watch that suits me..

And.....I got it...! at the Price of $199.. 20% discount... $159 now!Woot!

Sexy Nice Box

My Fave Brand = = = => Diesel..

Guess I wont be wearing it so soon....Heart pain ah if scratch in work place..

Must spend money thriftily now le la...

Spend 1/2 of My allowance den a split second...

BUT... i well-deserved it!! haha!

Left about $250 plus money for me to spend ba..$220 more next week i guess..

haha! Well...Working now in reality is hard seriously...Seriously hard!

So I'm motivated to work harder this sem and Get Very Good results!

Cuz I AIN'T going to Be Ordered Around and be Looked Down in the future!

haha!Working harder and enjoy in the future with my wife and kids..xD

Anyway..

Tml soccering wit my leaders in my church at astro turf ... Buai!

That's all!

2008-10-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY

5th week coming to a end! and one more week im free!!

I dunno why but the last 2 weeks sure feels as if it's like stagnant....

Cuz the time jus fly SOOOO slowly when u think about the excitment after released by them..

Neverthelesss...I still quite enjoy this work place...!*not too bad la*

Though it's tiring..boring...mundane...disgusting...Stupid...etc etc...

Cuz im being taken care of by the ppl there la...

Transport provided... Got food and snacks..

Foreign Workers there are very cheerful though they are paid below norm?

Perhaps i may even write a thank you card to the ppl whom taken care of me ba...

I dun do that but maybe i can start as a habit to thank those ppl whom take care of me..xD

Tml Work again la...Sian-ness..

I also dunno wad to blog liao...macham like lifeless days this whole month...

Cant wait to get my new watch and Phone....

That's all..

2008-10-03T23:18:00.003+08:00

Friday

Im Going Back to Church Tml..

Miss You..

That's all..!

My Island Life

2008-09-29T22:09:00.012+08:00

My Island Life
Chapter 1

Lovely Weather

Older Pictures

Even Older Pictures

The Body that is so straight.

GL guy and Arnold (Perfect Ideal Body)
Love this pics with JW

SO BIG!!*cricket moment*

That's all!

Why?

2008-09-28T22:54:00.009+08:00

Sunday

Sometimes I Wish for things which will never happen..
All i do is imagine..

Why is my life in this state I often ask myself..
Why cant i have wad i admire..?
Why do i think other ppl can have better life than me..?
Why is God doing this to me if He loves me...?

Dun wish to talk much..
That's all..

Pics..

2008-09-25T22:02:00.006+08:00

Here are some pics la.. Lazy to post all...

ITALIA...Quite Chio i think...It's Freaking Big Container..

This is SGH the research lab.. For STDs and AIDs...
Went here to install filter la..Dun think too much okay?I'm clean!

Fren caught me relaxing..>.<

And today i went SGH again to install some filter in another research lab..

Hygiene and Cleaniness very impt there in the lab..

There fore we need to wear mask and gloves and cap la...

DUDEs.... Dun laugh please! I look damn spastic here!

I little bit too exaggerating i think but it's thhe Hospital's policy!
So tight that i cant sit down! it's XL alr...

Haha! Let me be ur lauging stock to brighten ur day! *smiles!*
One uncle wear alr also damn fat and tight!LMAO!

Cleaning and testing filter air flow..
I heard only certified ppl can do... and Mr Goh is one of the few la.. lucky shyt!

DUDE!!! 20k for a 5day course in US jus to be certified!!SUPER RICH LA!!20K lea for 5 days only!!!!

Wa Biang! 20k lea! Dad rich ma...sianed!

CANT W8 To enjoy myself this weekend again!

Sentosa Here i come this Saturday!!

Untitled

2008-09-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

It's Wednesday alr??
Oh shyt man!i thought i just blogged yesterday...!

Sigh...Time really Flies when Working man..
It's going to be a month wit this CYLDE IFC(s) company..

Now I swapped the sector with my partner Ivan.. Im at the hand-on site and He is at office site now..
And WAD??? Ivan was told he got nothing to do and he can help mi out..

WHICH MEANS??

I got Ranted and teased by Mr Goh for the past 3 weeks FOR NOTHING...
And He no need to Feel His presence.. and no need to see his face..!!!

I Think it's Unfair nor! Stupidity! Seriously!

I should have jus let him do office work first!
ARG!!! Do all the Store Packing!

2 more weeks and I'll Gone!
I'll Miss someppl there who take care of me though!

But not all la...some uncles and aunty there bit dao one..Talk to Ivan and dun really talk to me..
WTH...

And the Peeps there Always tease me one..

Cuz i always trying to steal time for naps..
Once i nap awhile ... And this is wad will Happen..

*All in Mandarin*
Aunty :" Zhi Rong! Why so tired! Talk to Ur girlfriend so late ah?"

Mi(Zhi Rong) : "I dun have la!!Tell u so many times alr!"

My heart: " though i wan one D="

Aunty: " Bu Yao Bluff la! Ur face look *some say pervert* *some say handsome*.. where can no galfren one.."

Mi:" Bu Yao anyhow say la! I really dun have....*smiles*"

My Heart: "*Pervert Face??WTH!It's friendly face can!*"

Almost all uncles and Aunties say that almost EVERYDAY!
ALWAYS hear them complain Youth nowadays get into couple relationship BLAH BLAH BLAH! Should be STUDYING BLAH BLAH BLAH*

MACHAM like my mum liddat...ARG!
WANT to be free from nagging BUT......>.<
Y all Aunties and Uncle like so LKK one...Lao Kock Kock one..
It's 21st century YO!!

Wad youth really wans to experience ma...I mean IN A RIGHT WAY..
and all parents are Scared these Scared we learn wrong things...
Might as well throw us in prison right..

I better Pray hard that i Understand My Child *not children* next time and So i can be a good father! one who WONT NAG!
Im a good man Okay!xD

Nvm...When i Grow up alr...It's going to be a different generation era alr!
Now jus enjoy this generation era and ENJOY my Youth!xD

WOOT!

Anyway I cant w8 to get my pay!xD

Things to Get when i Get my PAy...!

1) Acoutic Guitar!($300)

2) A new Phone!(not sure yet)

3) Ipod Touch 8Gb?

4) Portable HardDisk($120)

Yup!That's all i think im getting!xD

Cant W8 to Go Sentosa Again...I not sure when!

THAT"S ALL!!BYE!

Tired...

2008-09-20T22:32:00.007+08:00

How's ur friday and Sat?

Friday went meet Mig Tom and Wil after my work at eat at 925 and head to Safra play pool..

I love my Fridays but i can merely Enjoy them now.. ! sigh...
Have to rest early for tml work for 3 more weeks of fridays....

Miss those times where i'll catch movies at nights.. come home at 12am...though curfew at 11pm..now....10pm must orh orh liao...kns!

Work is quite stupid esp when it comes to Sat...Go there slack and SLACK more?

BUT!Today was a Quite Irritating day..

As u guys haven know...I hate my boss..Really BELIEVE that he is not a boss material at all.
THINK HE BOSS BIG ah??DUA ah?27 only nor!act big only!

Dude...Im also a human...He is also a Human..

*Case Study*

Once..i was sick and i felt really uncomfortable and went to office there and rest...
Ate my panadols and try to recover asap at the sofa praying..

Den So SUAY that Nub Boss came out of his room and saw that i was resting..*my Bloodshot eyes is damn obvious*

Mr Joseph Goh: " nic..y i always see u so tired and sick one"*CB where got always?*

Mi: " erm..i'm feeling unwell Mr Goh..Cuz i was doing some filter that the furry thing will fly and i think my nose cannot take it.."

Mr Goh :" Why ah?really will disturb ur nose meh?dun bluff la...e filter where will agitate ur nose one.dun try bluff me nic...*smiling*Use too much msn right? den so tired that's why now sick"

*Den his assistance (i call him Ah chuan)came in*

Ah Chuan :" Boss.. the filter really got furry particles one. Zhi Rong de nose mian gan*sensitive*.."

Mr Goh :" Who say one? Who say the filter got those particles one.. u telling me im wrong?"

*Silence*all diam...boss says wad jus agree...

I WAS DAMN PISSED...I WISH I CAN KICK HIS small GROIN NOR!...

Dude... OBVIOUSLY i was having red nose and Bloodblod red sore eyes after i help at the manufacturing section...

" NO lar...Msn make u sick one....use too much...and dun use msn okay?*stern face* blah blah blah"

*I really controlling my vulgarities on blog...Type and den erased..*
I super Dulan wit Him nowadays...

Den today KiamPa suay!
I wore brazilian that scandal ah...den i wearing shorts..ALL prepared to go sentosa when it hits 12pm..

NB...Mr Goh Came SURPRISINGLY at 11am...
And i was watching Youtube...Heng he didnt catch me..

But...that faggot caught me sth else..

Mr Goh: " Who's slippers is it outside..?" showing me dulan face...

Mi:" erm..mine..."

Mr Goh:" U do know company policies that need wear polo and jeans and shoes EVEN on sat right?

Mi :" yes Mr Goh.. But im going to the beach later on.."

Mr Goh :" that's ur problem..i dun wish to listen...U better wear it next sat"

DUDE!IM doing office work right??u wan me wear jeans and full attire on sat for 4 hours???

I super dulan with him...Screw u man Boss.LUCKY FAG's Dad is the Big Boss..This Whole company belongs to Mr Joseph Goh now...
I jus endure inside and smiling and apologising for my A only..KNS...

Mr Goh dun come on saturdays one...DEN he appear from nowhere...Kinder Surprise me only!

Still rmb... first day...form say report at 8.30am...CB...Mr Goh walk in at 2pm and didnt even look at us..

Arg!talk about him i pissed alr...
He better give me A nor..

Cuz i everything also "yes mr goh.. yes mr goh..anything else mr goh?"
Macham like "yes sir..yes sir" think i become a potential maid alr la...

Dun talk about him le la!
Jus pray and do my work which im supposed to do la...

Today went to sentosa with Bobby... wit Tom Mig Wil and Jh..

Meet more frens along the way and im learning to be more talkative to new frens..
There are really nice people out there.. some quite dao one too la..

Be more social able i guess? people relationship skills!*smiles*

Play volley ball continuously while Mig they all kick soccer..
Played till 6pm and prepare go home..

Went Bk and eat our hearts out...
9pm headed home!

That's all!

2008-09-16T20:37:00.002+08:00

Click and watch it on youtube.
I lazy off the music..xD

Lord My Redeemer

2008-09-15T22:31:00.003+08:00

My Life is a mess now.
Hoping and Praying that it will change.

Quarrel With My Mum so badly.
And i Said the worst things that She can ever hear from her Own Son.

Im sorry Mum..
Im really Sorry..Please Forgive me..I dun mean to say those things at all..

Im so Hurt..I know she is so Hurt too..
I Love u Mum..As much as U love me.. :")

I need to start reflecting on my actions and behavior now.
I need to Get down on my knees and say Lord i need u.

It's like a Blackhole in this reality world.
This World is sucking us into it's culture and way of living.

And yes.. I am in this phase of life.. life of ...i dunno...suction?
Try to hard to find things in this world to make me happy and worries-free..?

Skipping Church is the stupidest thing in the first place.
What's the purpose of going church..till now i still dun really have the answer.

How can i say," God, wait for me to be ready first"
Where God says," Im ready and i want u nic"

Lord I really Need You now..
I pray u will still answer my simple prayers though i've Made you disappointed..

Thank you to those ppl who cared..

May God bless You for u have been a blessing to me..

Lord, I'm amazed by you.
How you love me.

Mr Tan Is Tanned!

2008-09-14T11:17:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY HEY~!

I realise that my Blog doesnt write the timing when i do my postings one...so irritating..
now is 11.41 am 14th sept.

Anyway I have Lots of Fun at Sentosa Beach ytd!

Get to know my new group of frens better and It's good to widen up my social circle of frens bigger la...

They are so friendly..

And My Volley Ball Skills has really Improved alot ytd... xD

Serving the deadly serve and hitting in the right direction and more alert!

And not forgetting that i saw One DAMN sweet looking Girl who play volley ball too! Bobby and me Named her "Angel"..

HAHA! dude....dun get me wrong there man! She jus caught my attention while playing! She jus beside our court only..

I realise i have this thing for volley ball alr! I Pray my Future Gf loves volley ball and the beach jus as i love it too! xD

This Dog Is So adorable! like a ball liddat.. Got another "Ball" dog too!
It sits beside you when it feels lonely one. Another reason why i love the beach!can see 2 dogs every sat! Dog Lovers ah...wad to do...xD

Playing Under the Nice weather for hours made me look to tanned now!

I better watch myself in the Sun as i dun wan to get Any darker anymore...If not Become Iwan...so Black now..

Next Week will be going again at Tanjong Beach there and Chill again!

Gotta Enjoy my Youth Life as much as i can now man!

At 6pm, Bobby wants to watch His Man Utd Vs Liverpool Match..

So reluctantly i left with him and watch the Live match at his House wit His Fren, who Book out from Ns..

MAN UTD SCORES JUST IN 3 MINS!

But Surprisingly, Stupidly, and Lamefully, Man utd score a own Goal in the later match...WTH man!

2-1 to Liverpool last night... How Sian la the feeling! Love Man utd!

But im not a hardcore fan! haha!

And Teach His fren Guitar and show him simple chords..

I realise it's fun to have frens who are older than me... seriously..!

It kinda makes me expect what will happen to me in the future when i hang out wit them...

HAHA!But i dun wan Gf to Be older than me of course!

Nothing to blog liao....I post pictures ba..

Nothing to do in office

Adding Wings...xD

Dude...now u see how i get a A for art?HAHA! but Wad to do...*Sigh*

This bear say" dear will u marry me" when press the hand...SO UNIQUE RIGHT!
It's the recording of my sister's bf's voice..

BIGGGGGGG Balloon....So nice la!
Lucky Bf drive...if not take public transport sure paiseh one!

Will do one for my Gf next time!

That's all Folks! REsting at home on Sunday and Perhps going to burn some candles at Yishun Park later...xD

Peace Out!

Should i Buy Iphone?

2008-09-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

Today went out wit R&B&D(Ryan, Bobby and Dallas) to have a bachelors' Night together.

It's Great to spend time with ppl that are fun and cranky to hang out with!

Ice cream-ing...Crapping...Shooting ppl...

Guess we will be hanging out liddat for the next few weeks or months or even years?

What are Braaa-ters Man?

Haha!

Anyway...I saw Iphone in the cineleisure there at the Apple outlet...

DAMN CHIO CAN!KNS!

Black back surface instead of oversea's design which is silver...

Im DAMN tempted to Buy One for myself nor! As u know..
Im a V+V+VERY Materialistic person...not those hardcore one la of cuz! cuz i know how to think before i buy!

BUT....FOR Phone is bit diff for me! I like to Hold expensive Phones....

Sigh! WHAT TO DO!

I LOVE My N95 Now also! But Bit spoilt liao...Back cover bit loose and batt 1 day drained!

my N95 with me 1 year liao and I'm still loving it...

How How!???

Moreover my plan is over liao...Tough Decision!

EITHER I UPGRADED MY PLAN And....

1) Buy a New N95 same model top up $98

OR....

2) Buy a New N95 same model top up $98 n Buy New Itouch From sister for $300..

OR.....

3) Trade in and Top up $350 for a Iphone....

OR.....

4) Buy the back cover for $17.90 and New Batt for $68

Someone help me decide? It's very tempting nor IPhone!man....!

Play my drums and guitar on Iphone...It's heavenly man!

haha!i go sleep liao...tml work!ARG!

AND SENTOSA!With Dallas and Bobby! and His international frens!
I look stupid in pictures...dunno why D=

Nights and peace out!

2008-09-10T20:55:00.003+08:00

Here are the Songs! Hopefully u like it!
Some got my voice la..mainly is Twins and Elizabeth voice!
Enjoy!haha!dun laugh..!we are Amateurs...xD
Guitar part are played by Nic except "Still", that's rastus.
song number 6 & 7 same..ps..
chalet

CHALET!!

2008-09-10T19:26:00.005+08:00

First thing first!

I went for chalet on monday night and skipped my work in TUAS the following day..

Slept over on monday night and have great time..

Oh man...I'm missing the ppl at the chalet man!Seriously!

my day was spent Laughing and Laming away...

Throwing duck at each other... Cooking and serving each other..

Playing Guitar and recording...

Play Dota and scold the nub puppies...

Go out together at night and chill...

It's jus a great feeling to be catch up twice a year... =D

Getting to know how are they doing and seeing them "grow" up...

CUZ 4E1 still as bonded as before! Thank God for this Class...xD

BUT NOW I GRIEVING!

CUZ I spent 52 dollars (excluding meals) jus in one day...

Ps:Nic doesnt spend more than 20 dollars in a day alone...unless go shopping..

Chalet cost me $22...to eat 2 chicken wings..1 fish shared...2 pork...and 3 crab meats..

My Pathetic Fake MC for $30..

My heart really pain man! jus got $70 dollars and spend 3/4 alr...

TOTALLY Is a SCAM nor!

This is not the worst thing yet peeps!...

I went back to work today and ........

I was really FREAKINGLY sick!

1) slight cough in morning, thought it was nth..

2) Start to feel uneasy cuz of Cold Air-Con in bus..

3) Sat behind uncle's Lorry Truck and the motor vibrate like siao and the wind is too strong..

4) Close my eyes alr, blood shot in eyes next moment.

that is the worst feeling man! for 30 mins on lorry liddat can die one nor...

And reach work place immediately rush to office and sleep...

BUT i CANT! Nose is Totally blocked and i cant breathe but thru my mouth..

ARG! it's jus a horrible morning man...

I think my supervisor see me also scared! my eyes are blood-di-ly RED..

But she SUPER Friendly!ask me go back...

And no need take MC cuz MY *Irritating* Boss out holidays one whole week!

AS Only my Boss see our MC..

SOOOOOOO....MY $30 DOLLARS IS LIKE..... ARG!! WASTED?

Sian! arg! reached home and i feel perfectly fine now...I better rest early and well..

I pray for Good health and And Good week Ahead!

Thank You Lord!

I'll Upload some of the songs we recorded...It's Nice!

i didnt sing though..but Im the guitarist...xD

Peace out!

Photos time!

2008-09-07T13:24:00.003+08:00

This are the Things that happen in my week!

Breakfast everyday

Lorry..sibei sian..

My colleages bought this for me..so nice of them.

SATURDAY!

Shiok man!i love my ITP actually..slack ness!

Saturday go there play rubic's cube and serve youtube and WORK done!

Cuz weekend boss and colleage rarely come one..

So.....I'll bring lappy to play at satuarday ba!haa!burn my 4hours!

After work went to find Bobby to meet his international group of frens at sentosa!

the ppl there are angmos and some asians..

And played standard rule volley ball wit them,..

Sweet experience and time well spent!

And bobby teach me how to meet new "frens" haha!

Kns one nor he...make frens with 2 ang mo ladies suntanning and soon ask him to add facebook..

Wth right..

Here are the photos!

My phone taken with default setting

My phone taken with my own setting.. is it nicer?

that's all the ppl's belongings..there are roughly about 12ppl?

Going there again next sat alr...

Before Bobby need to go army at 22sept..den i sian liao...

GTG! a whole sunday afternoon to burn now!

Peace out!

God bless!

2008-09-05T15:58:00.001+08:00

Jus For Laughs

2008-09-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

WAIT!!!

2008-09-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

that guy face is so hilarious!

THIS IS HOLY CRAP MAN!
*some gals may find him cute?*

Jus Listen to His Beats man!

Really Blessed TAlented boy man!kns...

I 18 alr still haven master guitar yet..D=

sigh!really nites now!
BYE!

Holy Shyt MAN!

2008-09-04T22:52:00.010+08:00

I LOVE DRUMS!

Love the BEATS!

Check This Videos out man!
*for drums lover like me*xD

My personnal Fave..
Jazz Grove..

This one like very random beats but still impressive!

Im like smiling and like "oh shyt" how they make e beat and be SO FAST!

I wan to be like them man!

Oh shyt man!

Sorry..I very high when i see or hear something super impressive.xD

NItes!

work is so mundane can...

2008-09-04T13:20:00.004+08:00

Hey Ppl! How's ur day?

Mine is not so bad nor...But im at my worksplace now doing nothing nor..

Sigh.. Time flies so slow...

my 4th day today...

not going to count down anymore! cuz it's not my goal anymore..

My goal is to learn and expect sth new everyday!

Have a new day ahead ppl!

will update more when i reach home..

This part is to those ppl whom i offended and seen my sucky attitude..

Im sorry for all those attitudes from me..

it wont happen again...im jus stressed out and very depressed for this week...

i jus wish for u guys' forgiveness.. thank you=D

God bless!

With Loves..

Bye!

work is so mundane can...

2008-09-04T13:20:00.001+08:00

Smiles!

2008-09-02T21:08:00.004+08:00

It's my 2nd day in company today..

Here's comes~

5.45am

*alarm rang*

snoose for 15mins...

6am

bathe for 10mins...

6.15am

pack and left house..

6.30am

Meet up wit fren Ivan.

7am

we reached Yewtee.

Met up with my friendly auntie and uncle...

Hop on their Lorry and drove to company...
*i feel like a foreign worker where ppl are looking at u from all direction on the road*
*but i act cool and post model post la =D. Image.*

7.30am

Reach Workplace..*sianed feeling*

Chit Chat while preparing for work..
*nic: Heng sian man...
ivan: Ya i know...
nic: Sat also need work..lame boss nor...
ivan: I know...6 more weeks nic!*
*shake head together*

8am

Start my work with a demoralised heart..sleepy one too..

Den one uncle buy breakfast for us..How kind of him..

I work at the hammering section again today..

Work for 4 hours in the air con room..

12pm

Lunch takeaway chicken rice $3 and eat in the company..

1pm

start work..

work admin.. and read my Purpose-Driven life Book..

2 .31pm

Boss walk in and looked at mi and smile..WTH..

And..

*Nic!u free?come over here..*

ask me move PCs and do housekeeping...

i feel like a work slave..

5pm

go home with uncle truck...how kind of him!

6pm

saw ed and yh interchange and got laughed at.

6.30pm

reached home..bathe..

here i am!xD That's me life!

Save roughly $1.50 on transport..

which mean i save bout 40 plus a month?

Sigh..God Shall Refresh Me again tml!

Amen.

!%#@!$#@!

2008-09-01T18:27:00.002+08:00

OH WTH MAN!

U may ask me how's my first day in intership...?Good Bad?

Well....! =D

Im Totally F___king Pissed...D=

1) BOSS F___KING LATE..REACH AT 1.30PM when WE reached at 8.30am

2) BOSS NO SAY SORRY

3) INFORMED THAT SAT IS ALSO A WORKING DAY

4) WORKING HOURS 8-5 DAILY

5) NEED TO WAKE UP AT 5.30AM DAILY FOR 35 MORE DAYS

6) DO STUPID LAME LABOUR FOR THIS SMALL COMPANY

7) PAID 440 FOR ALL THIS SHYT? LIKE 2$/hr????OR LESS?

Oh man!THAT'S SHYT LIFE MAN!

Dude...Seriously!

IF U DOING INTERSHIP NEXT SEM,
APPEAL FOR UR CHOICE OF COMPANY NEXT TIME!

TRANSPORT MUST BE FIRST PRIORITY!

Oh shyt man!CLOSE to 4 HOURS OF TRANSPORT daily
*4 x 36 = 144hrs of sleep on mrt*

OH WTH....6 WEEKS OF ENDURANCE man.....OH WTH

Okay....

Time to Swallow my hot air down....

Now the "Brighter" Side of Life...

Actually I learned alot from this Intership DURING the 1st day alr..Im surprised too!

1) STUDY HARD!
if dun study hard? u will be doing shyt jobs like many other uncles out there in TUAS.
the canteen there SUCKS man!the spoon right,u cant even see the sunlight reflection one..YUCKS!

2) And Get a Car!
if no car? u will be like me wasting precious hours of time on transport.

3) Endurance and Patience
if cant endure? u will be so depressed over "Y Y Y Y Y is it liddat!" instead of looking at the brighter side of life.

4) Get to know the ppl there asap and smile!
if dun have a fren? ur life at 6weeks will be a loner. thank god there's a aunty who care for me and my fren.

5) We are Cheap Labour
we are working shyt for shyt $. Actually i dunno y this company need ppl one...nth to do one.
But It's still graded on GPA..Sigh...Work hard ba...

6) Decision making
Decide what's more impt in life than jus complaining it. Like Transport and work.

7) A Man need to feed the family
i need to be a good family man in the future to feed my wife and child richly!

8) I WILL NOT BE A MECHANICAL ENGINEER!
cuz it SUCK MAN!engineer is the worst course u can ever get..
SO DIRTY LA THE Factory....OIL....DUST.....PPL THERE SMELLS.....OH WTH...
but i dun being a high class engineer....xD GET A DEGREE NOR... sigh...

Think that's all ba....

But overall, the SUCKY side still over reign the GOOD side..

SIGH...!Jus look at the photos u know liao...

That's wad we do for 3hours..WTH RIGHT...

The Shyt Load of stuff to hammer man!

IM NOT SMILING OKAY!
jus smiling cuz my fren say a joke...>.<

Haiz...i know i know....

but wad to do...i need to endure nor....

GOD I NEED YOU!

I GO PLAY ALR!DESTRESS! BYE!

SSS

2008-08-31T22:39:00.003+08:00

SUPER SIANED SIAN

Jus to think about my holidays are being used to do my ITP makes me so Pissed man....

Here are Things i'm going to miss out

1) Sentosa with Bobby

2) Seletar wit Bear Loh

3) Dotaing wit Frens in the afternoon

4) Chalet wit sec 4e1 ppl at 8sept

5) Work part time wit a much HIGHER pay

6) Soccer wit Tommy and Mig

7) Watch Movie at 6 dollars during weekdays

8) Stay up late at night to do nonsense

9) Go swimming

10) WAKE UP LATE!OH WTH.....

11) Yet to fill in

12) ETC..

HAIx...

IT'S jus SO FRUSTAING MAN!TUAS LEA!

Telling meself that is God plan and He will have something installed for me in this company for 6 weeks..

Here some Good News for me!

My officer in charge is quite okay....
seems friendly!So i Guess That's a 1st piece of good news for me!xD

2nd one is my partner is living in YISHUN also!
(small world man..!)

I think we will be quite close for this 6weeks man...
(Go Work..Go home..Go toilet tgt..)LOL!
*im straight please*

But i doubt he has a bike or car...haha!den even better!LOL!

HAHA!But I Pray things will go smoothly and fun for me!

Like ppl there live in Yishun can give us a ride back home!

I jus have to pray man!

Another thing is i realise my walk with God is not right anymore.

Im struggling and hoping s1 can help me out of this deep shyt life.

haha!i jus pray i'll be alright.

God is still God..I cant Blame Him for the things happening..

It's jus so frustating when i see things happening in my life now is not wad i wan them to be..

I guess It's going to be a tough journey of my life right now...
esp being single and no one to really to hear my problems anytime..

But im glad i still have frens who cares for me..

If they are reading..Im sure they know im referring to them..

Thank You for Ur Love for me...

I need Him now.

I hope U guys Have a Fun week!

PEACE OUT!

Father i pray for ur wisdom and power to reign in my life.
Im weak and loses my attention easily from u this few weeks.
Forgive me Father.
Please Restore me and Guard my heart so what ever im going to face in the coming days will turn out for ur glory and fulfil ur purpose in my life..
Forgive me for times im stubborn and reject ur gentle peaceful love.
Forgive me for the times i Swear.
Father lord..Help me and tame me well in my actions, words, mind.
Help me to remind that God reigns over everything in my life.
My purpose in life to Be like Jesus!
Father i ask for ur protection.
I thank u my Lord.
Being my Saviour and Rock of refuge.
I thank you Lord for hearing my prayer.
I pray all this in the Name of Jesus.
Amen.

2008-08-26T19:18:00.002+08:00

Come over some funny youtube video on NS

Ns is For everyoneeeee, Ns is crimeeee..

LMAO....

Here's another funny one..

4 Bia Shrink My Ba**s Man!

2008-08-23T01:42:00.003+08:00

WTH MAN!

What a Way to Spend my friday NIGHT!Shiok!

Jus watch a Horror Movie "4BIA"

HOLY SHIT MAN!

4 Directors , 4 Different Horror stories = 1 Movie

What a Show...Scare the Crap out of me!

But Firstly!

I mean SERIOUSLY, I think Thailand directors got NO childhood..!

Macham like they Live this life to scare ppl till they pee...!

Sit down on the air plane to Singapore also can make one Horror story..

That's how the director of part 4 story in the movie get it's inspiration from..

I mean like WTH MAN!Correct?

Can u imagine that? Whenever Thai directors have a rest..........

*It's horror story planning time~!*

*OK swee!Got inspiration liao!next movie this one alr*

Dope man.... >.<>Scary *Only scary* Movies they cr8 is still Awesome...!

They Jus know how to scare ppl la, Like It's in their blood or sth..xD

And This 4BIA they created is DAMN Freakingly Scary!

Sound Effects....HD of the FReakingly scary Faces...Big screen..

*That's y dun go pirated movies man!Even Wall E can differentiate!*

*But Pirated Games can, Cuz no diff..*xD

Sure make a Normal Person Scream one...

Unless u are Ab-Normal la?

*Like one aunty sitting alone infront of me,NO REACTION ONE*

*We scream SO LOUD...then the Aunty Folding arms.... WTH MAN*

Maybe Analysing which is Scary part ....?Copying notes?Be the next director?

LOL!Cut the Crap alr Nic...Z_z

But Seriously!

Dudes....THinking of wanna scare urself or scaring ur galfren?

WATCH THIS SHOW....

Seriously man...It's a Awesome Show!

4 / 5 popcorns!

TOTAL OWNAGE....

2008-08-20T20:37:00.004+08:00

WOOT!SHIOK MAN THE FEELING!

FIRST TIME IM WALKING OUT THE ROOM WITHOUT FINISHING A PAPER CONFIDENTLY

LOL~!

When i Reach there, ppl are reciting the formulas....

Ppl are holding the thick thick calculas book...

Then i see myself....

Holding a file containing notes for TML's exam...

I only can say..." Get a Life la ppl..." D:

I knew im going to fail when i look at the papers alr...

Cant do....Cant think...Cant write properly....

But thinking of the rest of the poly days going home earlier...SHIOK!

COME ON LA.....WHO LOVE STUDYING?

Hobby: studying, and reading textbooks.

SIAO.....!

Unless u are a Geek? Im not one? I bet u are not too?*I Hope so?*

Off to study for tml maths alr....

How ironic u must be thinking....!

But Im studying cuz i wan go uni!xD

For my parents, God, and my Future!

Must Provide for wife ah.....No choice....xD

Peace OUT!!!

AND GOD BLESS UR EXAM PERIOD!

Good Game.......

2008-08-20T14:54:00.003+08:00

GG-fied...

Im going to fail my D.plus Maths alr....

Seriously, im not joking...!

Nevertheless....!IM STILL HAPPY!

WASTE MY MONEY ONLY NOR THIS COURSE.....

UNI also NEED TO TAKE UP AGAIN >...<

WASTE MY TIME AND MONEY......:)

But thinking of my parents disappointment towards me will be a down side..."(

Sigh...

3hours to my doom test....

Pray ba.... It's not a nice feeling man U KNOW!....

Left side of mind say drop.....

Right side mind say do ur best.....

BUT 3 HOURS ONLY!!!

WTH man!...... Let the paper decide ba......

89.5% sure drop de...

GG- Fied....

Hillsong Desert Song

2008-08-16T23:59:00.006+08:00

No more music for awhile cuz there is videos that i wish to share..

Have u bought ur Hillsongs United New album "This Is Our God" yet?

Cuz it's whole Lot of nice Songs!

Much better and Much Higher!xD

Anyway...During Dinner today after cell...

I heard Guo Xiang telling me this story of the singer...

Rmb the guy who sang Healer in Hillsong Album?

Recap:He has cancer and needed to breathe on a oxygen aid in order to sing...

Read my previous Post and u will know it....(lazy to type again)

God really show How awesome Is Himself in the singer's life...

Cuz.. My God is a merciful and Graceful God...!

Soon,i heard what Guo Xiang mention about another touching story...

The Song is Called "Desert Song"

This singer has touching story to tell me....Maybe u too?

Here goes!

Her first new-born baby pass away despite Heavy prayers and Prayers..

She keep asking God Why will He take away someone who is so precious?

And she was told to record this Song "Desert Song" a week after such incident...

This following video will tell u the exact story

She has overcame it With God's Strength..

The story of Jill McCloghry

"Sometimes I jus don't feel like singing to God..
But, i know my circumstances in this season doesnt change God is still God..
It doesnt change what God call me to be here..what he call me to do"

"He is still bigger than everything I'm facing"

VERSE 1
-This is my prayer in the desert,
When all that's within me feels dry,
This is my prayer in my hunger and need,
My God is the God who provides,

-VERSE 2-
And this is my prayer in the fire,
In weakness, or trial, or pain,
There is a faith proved more worth than gold,
So refine me Lord through the flame

-CHORUS-
I will bring praise,I will bring praise,
No weapon formed against me shall remain,
I will rejoice, I will declare,God is my victory and He is here

-VERSE 3-
This is my prayer in the battle,
When triumph is still on its way,
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ,
So firm on his promise I'll stand,
(repeat Chorus)

-REFRAIN-
All of my life, in every season,
You are still God, I have a reason to sing,
I have a reason to worship

(repeat Chorus)
-VERSE 4-
And this is my prayer in the harvest,
When favour and providence flow,
I know I'm filled to be emptied again,
The seed I receive I will sow

With such a circumstance in her life...

She still praise God And Sing To Praise Him..

"All of my life, in every season,
You are still God, I have a reason to sing,
I have a reason to worship"

Would You Still Praise God when U face a Crisis?

Am i smiling?

2008-08-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

Am i smiling??

Of course i'm not!

Cuz im still settled in Tuas....!!!!STILL TUAS?!!!!!YES!!!STILL TUAS!!

Wth la....Im Fished up now nor....

TUAS LEA!!!

Jus want to complain la....ARG!

No mood for anything now alr la....

Relief

2008-08-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

A SIGH OF RELIEF..

CUZ...

I got someone who is willing to change wit me... !

I better pray hard that the person in charge will arrange for a exchange man tml..

MY heart totally sulk and was very frustrated at first...

It's the worst news i can ever recieve this year la!

My mind keeps saying .... How can it be God plan...How can it be!!is it God plan?

But i must still admit that God is still in control of my life...

Everything happens for a reason in my life...

Im going to TRUST in him!!

I JUS PRAY TML WILL PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE...!

Peace Out man!

Going to study alr!

#$%@%

2008-08-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

POSTED TO TUAS!!

#%$@!!

THIS IS THE WORST NEWS I CAN EVER GET MAN...

MY ATTACHMENT IS ATTACHED TO SOME AIR FILTER COMPANY SOMEWHERE IN TUAS...

YISHUN TO TUAS....

HMMMM....2 FREAKING HOURS!!!!!!!!

WTH MAN......

MOREOVER THE FREAKING PAY IS 440PER MONTH??

WA LAU....

BETTER PRAY SOMEONE WILL CHANGE WITH ME MAN..

ARG!!!

Mugger

2008-08-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

Mugging Mugging Mugging

Exams are coming next week!

Woot!!

Can't wait for them to be over and Go for My attachment!

But sian la....Chalet falls on my working period..

But i believe It's God Plan to place mi in a attachment so EARLY!

Going to woodland library and study everyday....Super sian la....

Part and parcels of life i guess?

Found a verse that encourage me alot.....

Philippians 1:6

"I am sure that God who began the good work within you will keep right
on helping you grow in his grace until his task within you is finally finished
on that day when Jesus Christ returns"

God is going to keep u in track with his plans by His Grace no matter wad!

I wonder which track is God going to place me in...

Well... It sure takes time to grow cuz there's no shortcut to maturity..

While we worry how Fast we grow, God is concerned how strong we grow.

So... i guess this Journey of growth will last me a lifetime till He comes!

Guess that's all today...

God Bless!

Sunday

2008-08-10T21:20:00.005+08:00

This song remind me of poly day of prayer worship which is a month ago..

There's this gal who lead worship whom i really admire alot..

Which till now, i still remember how she leads and sang..

Smiling all the time and praising God with her guitar and her superb voice..

It's the Godly and Surrendering to God feeling that captures me..

Oh man...Moreover she is super pretty..haha!

But ultimately, it's the lyrics of the song that touches me most.. xD

It sings about failing and stumbling so many times in life,

And God's light is always there when all else in ur life fades.

This song encourage me when things in my life is so dry..so dark..

Wondering if God will not look into my life anymore...

But sure enough as God Love mi the same as before as He promised..

So i hope this song can encourage someone out there!xD

*Press F5 if u missed the song..*

Enjoy!

From the Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed

Still your mercy remains

Should I stumble again

Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else

My purpose remains

The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart, and my soul

I give you control

Cause you heal me from the inside out

Let justice and praise

Become my embrace

To love you from the inside out

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame

And the cry of my heart is to bring you praise

From the inside outLord my soul cries out

How i wish i can play this song on the Guitar as well as her..

as well as together with her...Haha!

*Day-dreaming*

Better improve my skills now..xD

Haha..!

That's all peeps!
May God Bless u in upcoming week!

08-08-08

2008-08-08T23:34:00.004+08:00

What a day man...!

haha!i wonder who are getting married on this day....

Jus image ur frens asking u during a class gathering 10 years down the years...

"When did u and ur dear get married..?"

"On Triple 8"

Or if a baby is born during this day...

"my baby is born on e triple8"

I think it's kewl(cool) la to have have a special event on such a "triple" date..

Well...Only have 4 more years before the triple date ends...12-12-12

Anyway...Today was a well spent friday for me...xD(Like always)

Find friday very special and always will find events to occupy each upcoming hour..

Unfortunately there was a test in the morning which i didint really do well la...

HOPEfully can still get a A ba...D;

And soon....

Me Dallas Tom Mig and Jw went to play Lan AGAIN ...

I promise this Lan Shop is the Best man....

I see alr also scared man....!

Oh man....U know what i mean alr?

They change the cinema into a Lan place...

10am - 3pm (charge is 0.90 per hr)
after 3pm(2 per hr)

So if wanna lan, go to this place...

Ang Mo Kio(beside Kbox, near the Library there)

HAHA!Headache man....PLay so much game....

And watch Love Guru Wit Dallas and Celine...

IT'S A STUPID SHOW....

But the SEX Humor is DAMN Funny...!LOL!

It's stupid but yet entertaining....

Must understand the High class sex humor behind every Jokes they say...

Rate: 3.5/5 popcorns..

Jessica Alba is So pretty in the show can.....

Oh man...

LOOK at her!

Moreover she is roughly my height...sweet...xD

And after the show, ate and chit chat....

blah blah blah....

And here i am blogging...D:

Btw..Here some pictures of what i ate ytd in delifrence(i think it's spelled liddat)

Only share wit u guys the good things..xD

Not really worth it...

Not bad...Some soup wit cheese...

Worth it!

Worth it!

Jus look at those cheese.... . . . . .

That's all Folks...

Done for the day!Hope u enjoyed urself today too!

God Bless....xD

Dead...

2008-08-05T22:44:00.009+08:00

Hey there ppl!How is ur week so far?

Tuesday....

Life isnt well and good for me at all for this while...

Brain stimulating so slow...I dunno why man..

Not enough sleeps?

Chemical Hair sprays?LOL...>.<

Jus suddenly Lost the interests in everything ard me..

Being so short fused in everything seriously...

Sku comes, Sku ends, Jus another day...

Have u ever wondered what's ur purpose of living on earth?

Studying so Shyt for jus a cert and work everyday to support a family...?

That's not the life i wan, im sure everyone else too...

It jus so frustating to think about it isnt it?

But Sadly, everything need $ to live..

But for God, My future Happiness, I still need to do all this shyt now man...

Sigh...Im jus Sick of school and studying seriously...

No mood for anything in my studies..

I guess im jus spiritually low lacking of the motivation in life ba..

Saw this toddler in library..

How i wish my life can be re-live again..

But then, God has a plan and maturing me in His way now...

Haha!

Tml im going to pon sku and study wit miguel in woodlands..

Off to study now..

God bless!n_n

DURIAN DURIAN DURIAN

2008-08-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

Tired to type..So jus photos..

This what happens when u have no frens...That's me btw..("artistic shot")

Went to church and have a great time...

Freaking full of durians jus now...

Seriously lots of them...

7 durians in total wit 4 ppl..

Almost vomit them out when brushing teeth..seriously feel like puking now..

Z_z Good night........

Happy Birthday To Me!

2008-07-30T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey Hey!!

Im Burnt...Im black....Im tired...

So here goes!!....a Fast Post...

Monday....

The Same Mundane day for me again.....

Pon my maths and went for the Superband thing...

Cant really take much photos cuz im in mospit lah...

Later all ppl can see my cam raise high, i'll be very paiseh one...

*why got one guy the tallest one standing in front there and supporting the band seh*

That's what i dun wan them to think...Image Image la..xD

The Host is dunno wad name...I think sth Pei Fen one the DJ...Hot..!HAHA!

Saw some campus superstar contestants also..supporting some bands...

Anyway Celeb are human beings la...

I dun see why is there a need to boost their ego when ppl see them..

Cant STAND when the gals or GUY(worse) jus shouting the name like the Celebrity, He or She ,is like the only person on earth liddat...

Hahaha!

Anyway......

The Experience there i have gaines was normal nor...

Watching live in a studio is much more interesting than watching on TV la..

The sound, the Ppl, The Atmosphere....It's Great la...!

Anyway, my frens' band is called the "Wu Ge Ren"..Support them man..=D

And Finally.....*drums*

It's a Happy 18th Birthday to ME!

Time flies fast man...Ma cham like last year's bd was like a few weeks ago only..

Haha!but it's a great day for me today!

Y.....?

Because i Pon my class and went to sentosa...xD

SHIOKNESS MAN!!

It feels great that i skipped sku la seriously...HAHA...SERIOUSLY!

Esp the D.plus programme...

Shiok!

Anyway i jus wan to say thank you to those ppl who send me birthday wishes..

Appreciate them and U are Much Appreciated..=D

Photos!

Went Out wit Ryan, Stef, Bobby and Myself..

My Fave one...Thanks Bobby xD

Ate at Botak Jones After the Trip...

Have more photos in Ryan's cam..

uploading more next time..xD

Total-----LY Burnt now!

After that went to Bishan Thai Restuarant Meet up wit Sec Frens and Eat..

Take pics of some nice food only...

Thanks Guys for making my 18th Bd a meaningful one and A tiring one!

First day Of my 18th year well spent!

HAHA!That's all i think for today...

Shag...God Bless u ppl!